Moments born from flashes of changes
How each image of you pierces into me
A road tiled with fascination around attachment
A vestige of you created in my mind in chaotic perfection
海色白星--Neptune of Miller
The Reality Marble of Winged Gardevoir
Best stories start in medias res
Why so? Isn't the beginning the brightest time
Without the burdens of misaligned interests
Without the conflicting paths of personal histories
Without the jadedness towards failed revolutions
Without the weariness from repeated disappointments
But patience serves so far
We can only understand each other so much through words and paper
Those subtle hints that complete the frame
What could bring tears of joy
What could bring the smirk of ire
What could bring the eyebrow raise of disgust
What could bring the stone-faced disinterest
The beginning is a tale of unnecessary sufferings, unintended misunderstandings, unfilled potentials, and unwanted mishaps
Many say the simple course of inescapable certainty
While destiny will overlook the backtracked adventures
Only the ember of impatience kindles and slowly crisps a light-hearted faith
Again and again, a path of pain built on misguided hopes
Drowning a cry that yearns for a simple truth
Where is the end?
But in all honesty,
How much longer can I keep my head high until I get there?
But perhaps only in the abyss you can distinguish the faintest of bright
The intonation of the bleakest despair raises the stakes of survival
While my heart still bleeding, muscles still torn, and bones still broken
I am not without the struggle in my mind
With that, hope finds its respawn